I don’t think I gained any wisdom, I just lost all my anger and hatred. Really I lost everything that mattered to me in an abstract way. Ever since, I’ve been completely nihilistic. I’ve spent my life since searching for what matters to me and I think my empathy comes from the fact that the first thing I clung onto was never causing others pain like I felt.
It’s like you gained the wisdom some people get through aging but all at once. You sound like a fun person to me.
I don’t think I gained any wisdom, I just lost all my anger and hatred. Really I lost everything that mattered to me in an abstract way. Ever since, I’ve been completely nihilistic. I’ve spent my life since searching for what matters to me and I think my empathy comes from the fact that the first thing I clung onto was never causing others pain like I felt.