Doing something out of my comfort zone has been my baseline for the past 12 years.
I don’t believe it’ll build to something tho. I’ve been trying to build airbrushing, 3d printing and fusion360 into something for the past 15 years…where 3d printing came in 5 years ago.
If i managed to pull this off like 7 years ago or something along that time i might have found some success, but i feel like i need another 12 years before i reach the point of being knowledgable anough.
I might get that book, that’s the only chance of me finishing it if i can keep my curiosity for it alive.
I get it, i’m only 14 years away from it. The first 14 felt a lot longer than the last 14 up until today.
I don’t really know how to explain my reasoning, i think i’m just done and i’ve been done for a long time.
From my perspective i’ve given all i had to give and apparently it’s been the opposite of what i had to do.
I promised the wife i wouldn’t step out and that’s basically why i’m around today. I like to think i’m here for her, but i basically pay the bills and help her with information on how to reach the next step on the ladder of her plans. But tbh i could give so much more if i wasn’t the way i am, i’m always looking for something to silence the constant noise and it usually involves spending money on things that keep me busy while that money could be used to help her buy the things that make her progress faster.
I’ve tried getting help, but i have this thing where i keep shutting down at the worst possible time and instead of pushing through the help i contacted basically pulled out and pushed me away. I gave up looking for answers.
I just turned it off as it kept bitching about the storage being full.
I don’t need you bish, fuck off.
I’ll settle for 50, i don’t need more of this madness we call life.
They have like 236 ender 3’s nowadays, ofcourse i’m not asking google as i’ll end up on some website that’s shilling for creality and completely ignores the other brands.
Me: takes photo of a flashlight.
My samsung: 🌕
Fuck it, i’ll save her…might clear some things up lol
Domino’s still regularly has €5 pizza’s on monday for pickup, at my old job during the late shift we had €17 per person to spend on food and 2 people in the shift.
We used to order 2 family xxl with their thursday 50% off for second pizza and a regular sized cheeseburger pizza+ drinks for that €34.
We both ate half our xxl and shared the regular size one, the remainder came home to feed our wives while the company covered the cost.
They even paid us a pretty decent wage too, but unfortunately the head office decided to build a new automated warehouse right when covid started that ended up only doing 30% productivity and they closed us down as a result.
Can we just send 200 billion fake messages every millisecond to overload them constantly? Forcing them to pull out.
I’m on my way home from Amsterdam atm, a slice of pizza was €10.
I skipped that and left hungry, because i’m buying two pizza’s and a big bottle of coke when i get home in about an hour.
I can’t be arsed to modify a gravestone with youtube logo on it, but that’s what it would look like to me if they pulled that off.
Just bye, good luck.
I’m already surprised how people fell into the short content trap/addiction loop. That in itself was a eye opener for me to take a step back.
I need to check those out, thanks in advance.
Instagram are ads and influencer ads.
Nothing worth looking at, i’m just there for the near porn that gets thrown on there.
I love titties man x’D
I started this on my break, made it to question 14 until i started scrolling to see the end…i gave up.
You might want to watch “zakje” by John Fealey, bonus laughs if you’re Dutch as more of it will be relatable.
You forgot “loading screen simulator” unless they fixed that, i don’t know.
What do you want from me?
I already gave up everything, life is just work eat(if lucky i get to eat enough) sleep.
You ate up the value of my income and keep making everything more expensive while not adjusting my wage AND telling me to work harder. Fuck no.
You fix it, i don’t have the means.
“Ok, bye” is the only reasonable response.
Only a niche if you let it become one, 3d printing is one of the most versatile things you could do.