SoylentSnake [he/him, they/them]

hard

heh

libidinal goes kinda hard tho matt was really onto something with that one

's escalations in the middle east.

i’m not much of a bulletins and news poster but uh…is this some world war 3 shit? i find it hard to follow rapidly developing geopolitics but this all seems very bad and bleak…

you may be right that it simply needs more time. feels bad right now but if we’re really meant to stay close it’s a pretty small blip in the course of a human life (knock on wood, assuming nothing bad happens to us prematurely). it’s a bit more complicated than hoping she’ll come around though. obviously i still have feelings, but i don’t think i’d trust the prospect of romantic reconciliation right now. and it’s not really black and white who broke things off - she made the final judgment call but i impulsively proposed doing so then took it back during the fight that ended stuff which obviously made her feel destabilized and unsafe, it was a pretty bad time. relationships and dating are hard man

considering what a dork i act like in the mega methinks many of you would be quiiiiiiiiiiiite surprised to learn how handsome and charming i am in the real grasstouching world

Usually people find that hard but I figure since we were never really lovers (just rapidly heading there) it should be easier.

it’s massively case by case but yeah usually easier to convert a crush that never happened back to friendship. it sounds like crush 2 is going through some dark shit from your last post, i hope they get the help they need.

first dates are low stakes! don’t worry so much about rizz and worry more about being open and curious about her, remember that you’re feeling out whether you might be interested in her as much as the other way around. I agree with CommieJones about keeping texting to a minimum before an in-person meet, you can get so much more of a real read on someone out of a few hours face to face vs a whole epoch of texting.

shouts out to women. ya’ll know who i’m talkin about.

i had the exact same thought so i sent the text. rather die than be cringe

c’mon, Soylent. it’s literally just “hey ex-lovers name. how are ya?” no reason to clam up with anxiety, mane.

yeah i feel this, a way i put it to myself is that it just makes my soul feel a lot more awake and maybe a little brighter. tbh the amphetamine feel was only during the adjustment period the first time i went on it which was like 12 years ago now.

started wellbutrin and did a shower and laundry first thing when i woke up instead of internet-rotting, if this is placebo i’m riding it. no amphetamine-esque euphoria this time at least so far.

truly, i have had more success thinking less and being myself for sure!

she soy on my face til, well, that just happened

she thought it was sweeeeet after aaaaaaaaaaalllllll

I bet u are! you got a decent story out of it lol im perversely looking forward to the first date i have where its just obvious me and the other person are Wildly Incompatible, i wonder what flavor of disaster awaits me