She ate something she shouldn’t have and it’s blocking her intestines. She has to have emergency surgery tomorrow morning and this is all my fault. If my house wasn’t such a disaster, she wouldn’t be in this mess.
I honestly don’t deserve my pets because of this. I can hardly take care of myself. Idk why I thought pets were a good idea.
Animals are excellent at getting into things, it’s how they survive. Has nothing to do with how messy your house is. It sounds like you care and are trying to fix the situation which is all that matters.