I’m just in such a deep fucking rut and it’s so hard to do anything to get out, i don’t want to be like this, I just want to have a job and not treat my friends and family like shit. It’s so fucking hard when every time I try to smoke less weed I get convinced that the people I love are assholes or don’t care about me. I’d love to hear any advice you have, I’m sorry I assumed the worst of you and treated you like shit
I can’t send you a message so if you’ve blocked me and just don’t wanna hear anything I’m sorry for this comment. I just wanted to say the way I read your first comment was really uncharitable and you didn’t deserve any of the shitty things I responded with, and that you gave good advice and if you have anything else to say I’d love to hear it 🌸