Science hippie 🌱

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Cake day: April 17th, 2026

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  • I have such a hard time with this. I just can’t get myself to be ok with repeating the same shit over and over just to have a kinda normal life.
    I know this is partially because of my anxiety, which makes my body be in an almost constant state of “this is the last day so nothing matters other than survival” or “this is the last day so consume and spend everything you have as tomorrow won’t exist”, but it’s also something I just don’t like. I can’t stand the repetition and no matter how hard I try to keep a “normal” life with cleaning my apartment, keeping a good sleep schedule, saving for stuff, have any sort of long term feeling for anything it just doesn’t click.
    I’ve always been in survival mode and even after close to 20 years of long term sick leave and doing my best all that time to get away from that it has never even come close to happening.


  • M137@lemmy.todaytome_irl@lemmy.worldme_irl
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    15 hours ago

    I’ve noticed that people flirt with you so much more when you’re in a relationship. And from talking with female friends about it, it’s about them feeling you’re safe because of it. I understand it but don’t like it, flirting with someone you know is in a relationship is ficked up. I’ve never cheated and never will, I’ve ended friendships because of it (them cheating on their partner). It’s just so fucking evil IMO, I’d break really badly if someone ever cheated on me.















  • M137@lemmy.todaytome_irl@lemmy.worldme_irl
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    4 days ago

    Watch this:

    https://youtu.be/ghUNyJzLkfE

    Now I’m aware this dude (flesh simulator) has gone of the deep end a bit, but I think that’s kinda expected and understandable based on his video history. That was mostly after this video though, and only kinda in some ways, he’s not gone complete loony.

    (And, obviously, graphic content warning. No images or extreme audio, just the stuff you picture while he’s going through everything. It’s not fun, don’t watch if you feel even a bit unsure if you can handle it).





  • My user tag for you is absolutely on point, not gonna share what it is though because it’d lessen the effect somewhat.

    Anyway, your inability to use basic grammar and punctuation is just so fucking perfect for the idiocy of what you write. And you not realising what an absolute fool you show everyone you are makes it even better, top tier schadenfreude.