That goofy, fun loving person that I remember I used to be is now replaced with a quiet, cynical shut in. My dream of living in a house I own is forever gone. Debt, disease in the family, the onset of potential wars, and the cost of just being alive have pushed that fun loving person down into a deep dark hole. I used to live in fear of the world ending in fire but now, as fucked up as it may sound, I kind of sympathize with the villains in movies. The world has gotten to the point, in my opinion, that shit needs to burn to make way for a new world. This world is just too fucked up beyond repair. It needs a hard reset. So, you’re not alone. The mental health has taken a nose dive and hit every branch of the ugly tree on its way down.
Monster
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Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•What part of internet culture is so meta you will be completely baffled by it in 30 years if not sooner?91·6 天前I’m never gonna give up watching these types of videos. I’m not going to let down the content creators who make them. And, I’m never gonna run around and hurt these creators who put their heart and souls into the videos.
That’s really beautiful. Death sucks but I like the way you positioned it. Thank you kind stranger. I hope you as well are doing just as well, thank you
Was running around with my cousins on pavement wearing flip flops. I was chasing my cousin who ran up stairs and I slipped and hit my face on the side of a stair. To this day, I still have the scar on my lip that my tooth opened up.
Oh I was thinking underground mole people and wizards but I like your idea better
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?2·16 天前I knew it! I knew I was wrong but my stupid brain said otherwise, thanks
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?1·16 天前I’m using Busuu along with Anki and independent stuff I find online. I used Duolingo for a big part of my study but when I switched to Busuu I quickly realized I didn’t know anything about sentence structure, grammer, or even kanji. So, in my opinion, Duolingo is great for learning words and the three writing systems but not so great about learning everything else.
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?2·16 天前Trust me, I feel the same
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?2·16 天前Definitely, I try as much as I can to use the Japanese keyboard and reading in Japanese. It’s a cool language and same, there are some songs that I like that I have no idea what they’re singing about
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?2·16 天前Ah, I didn’t even catch that. OK then I might be wrong about it being derived from 話す, ah oh well, we’re all learning
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?2·16 天前From what I understand (Don’t take what I say as correct as it may be wrong) but when 語(はな) hana, which is derived from 話す(はなす) hanasu which is the verb to speak, is paired with a nationality, with some exceptions of course like English which is 英語(えいご) eigo, it describes a language. So, pair 語(はな) hana with 日本(にほん) nihon, Japan in Japanese, then you get 日本語(にほんご) nihongo, meaning Japanese. Another example is French which is フランス語 (Furansugo).
And 勉強 is the Kanji for べんきょ(benkyo) which means study.
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?6·17 天前That’s cool being to speak and understand multiple languages. I started learning it because I think it sounds neat when people speak it. Plus, I want to go there one day for a visit and I don’t want to be a typical 外人 (Foreigner) haha
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?11·17 天前はい、私は日本語勉強します。(Yes, I’m studying Japanese.) I’ve been doing it for the past year but not consistently. I can say and understand basic phrases but I’m far from being able to hold a conversation.
Monster@lemmy.worldto Showerthoughts@lemmy.world•Some people want wealth because it means power over others. Some people want wealth because it means they can minimize interactions with others.7·24 天前I want wealth for ease of mind. No more worries about food, shelter, and health for me and my family.
Well if they bothered to submit those patents instead of leaving them in the basement then they might be able to live in a retirement home
Monster@lemmy.worldto No Stupid Questions@lemmy.world•when is "cool" fine and when is it rude?4·25 天前To make sure I don’t mean it to be sarcastic, I usually say “Cool cool”. That usually goes over nicely
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•What nice thing have you done recently that noone knows about?6·29 天前I gave my younger cousin my Z Fold 5 for free. I got a new phone and he said he wanted a foldable so it made sense
Monster@lemmy.worldto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•What are your notable stories of selling or giving away things online?6·30 天前I was selling an Xbox one and a dude got in touch with asking if he could trade something for it. I can’t remember what it was but I think it was slightly worth less than what I was selling for so I offered a deal. Give me this plus $100 and the Xbox is yours. He agreed so I traveled about an hour to meet him at a train station and met up with him.
I give him the Xbox and he gives me the thing and looks me dead in the eye and says “Well, where’s my $100?”
I don’t know how people can be like that. It baffles me. Needless to say, I just settled the deal with what he gave me since I just wanted that Xbox gone.
I wouldn’t feel anything, quite honestly. My parents did a pretty awesome job and I don’t really care much for money. So, I’d be okay. It’s be cool knowing I could’ve had a ton of cash but I’ve seen what people with money do in my own personal life so it wouldn’t bother me.